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"It´s funny you keep telling me that you miss me cause I´ve stopped lisening. It´s funny that you say you might want me back, cause I don´t give a damn now. And the funniest part is, you disched me and think I would sitt and wait till you realized I was the one and only... Idiot..."
Sometimes writing helps me to think, yeapp even though I´m blond I do think. I start thinking about life and where I will be in the future. Honestly I wish I sometimes I could stop so my head wouldn´t spinn so much.
Yesterday I went to O´Neils, what a shocker huh? I meet some nice new people and some familiar faces as well... And I was, this is strange even for being me, superexcited about a girl who had forgotten my name! cause I suck at remembering names and everybody keeps remembering mine..=) So meeting her gave me hope, I´m not the only one just remembering faces;) haha... Sweet!
I´m thinking more and more about going to San Diego, a city of possibilities! I wanna be able to speak English, when ever and with whom ever I want but also Spanish... So living as a au-pair in San DIego I think can give me both things..=) But my dream place is still New Zeeland<3 always been and will be untill I go! And I would like to go back to Hawaii and live there for a little time aswell or on vaccation!;) I wanna try surfing! I never did last time so I need to do it now!=) 
San Diego!
What shall I do, What shall I do.. the options are hitting me and I feel crazy! How will I ever decide? (The biggest reason to go to the US is to meet up with my amazing friends that I deeply miss...<3, Love you forever!)
Love, Peace and Happiness... KISS!
