Living life in the shadows....
This place and this life isn´t for me anymore... All I can do is wish I could disapear.... I need an escape, I need some freedom...
I can´t help how I feel right now, I feel trapped, I feel like I don´t belong in this anymore... Like I wrote before, I´m a ballon waiting to pop, a car waiting to crash and a sour milk waiting to get thrown away... I´ve stopt pretending and I stopt wishing for better things to come.. I do need space to get away, to try my own thing but I can´t I´m stuck in the middle... I miss the life I use to live, the life I use to have, the life I deserve......
I start to wonder if I deserve happiness or maybe I have to be like this forever? Can I take another fucking day of this?
I´m not being a child but I´m becoming sick of this... Maybe this Swedish life isn´t for me anymore? Or maybe this town is wrong? Not sure, all I know I need to do something soon or I can´t take it anymore... Oh Fuck it!!!
Happiness? HA, fuck happiness....
I can´t help how I feel right now, I feel trapped, I feel like I don´t belong in this anymore... Like I wrote before, I´m a ballon waiting to pop, a car waiting to crash and a sour milk waiting to get thrown away... I´ve stopt pretending and I stopt wishing for better things to come.. I do need space to get away, to try my own thing but I can´t I´m stuck in the middle... I miss the life I use to live, the life I use to have, the life I deserve......
I start to wonder if I deserve happiness or maybe I have to be like this forever? Can I take another fucking day of this?
I´m not being a child but I´m becoming sick of this... Maybe this Swedish life isn´t for me anymore? Or maybe this town is wrong? Not sure, all I know I need to do something soon or I can´t take it anymore... Oh Fuck it!!!
Happiness? HA, fuck happiness....
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Hej! Hoppas att allt är bra med dig. Kolla gärna bilderna i mitt senaste inlägg och säg vad du tycker :)
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