Randomness.......
I came to realize that I miss my life in Madrid a lot! It´s so werid not having the chance to go out, meeting new people, dance and drink when ever you feel like it... I´m young so that should be a part of my life, but right now it´s not... It feels like I´m always working or relaxing so I can work more... Is this really the life I should be expecting through out the summer?=S
No I should not complain! It´s just some things have changed to the worse (I guess) since I went away last agust... It dosen´t feel like I belong in the same way here anymore... I can´t bare the changes, and maybe it´s the same for the others...? I don´t know... all I know is I will always miss some places no mather where I am or what I do.... In Spain I missed Sweden, in Sweden I miss Spain... Oh Fuck where should I go?
Today it hit me; maybe this feeling/thought will change and maybe it´s rude to write it here but I have to get it out... I´m was thinking of going to Umeå for school in a few years when I´m done traveling.... But today I just feelt like I really don´t want to... I need to start again in another town I think... Maybe in the south of Sweden? =) I get tired, bored and whatever you wanna call it if I stay with the same people or places too long... Is that sad? Maybe it´s just a face? Maybe it´s the kind of life I will get myself adicted to? God knows?
"Just give me the song, and I´ll sing it like I mean it.... Give me the words and I´ll say them like mean them...."
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