...in peace with that...
A few days ago I was told I was beautiful by a random guy... It should make my day shine a little brighter but all it does is making me think of how I use to look... I´m not beautiful, but I´m in peace with that... I´m not this fantastic chick who will sweap you off your feet, I´m okey with that too... But I am something, nobody else can be, I am me and I´m in peace with that aswell... I use to see the world as my game field, I could chose the game and and where to go but I can never know if I´ll win or lose. The same thing in life; we can make choices but we can never see the outcome of any of them. Of course sometimes we think we do, but we really don´t... Do we?
I live in the moment and I take day by day as it comes to me... I don´t want to live a life that is all ready planed... I wanna live the life that I think is right for me... If that means I´ll regret doing something later, then that will be better than regreting all of those things I never did... Like I always wished I would have told the only boy I´ve ever loved that I loved him... I left him with that unsaid....
Dreams are what we make of them... My dream is to return home and have a amazing summer. Maybe find somebody to fallow me in the path of life.... I said to my friend yesterday that I would like things less complicated for awhile. So what do I mean with that? Well I meant; I would love to meet somebody who understands me. But not not just understand what they can see but the part of me you have to fight to actually see..... I would love if that could happend...
Anyways, time for a new thing!
I´m excited about returning home, it´s getting to a point where all I can think about is about my closes friends.. I´ll give two of my favve a big thanks here... MAMMI & FRIDA! Without you, where would I have been?=) I love you girls for ever!=) Your amazing and I´ll soon see you again!=)
Just some random things, but still not random.... Nothing is really random, is it?
Love, Peace, Hapiness!
(Ps: I love you.....)
