English, not better than yesterday!
So you love me but you don't know who I am. And I love you but I don't know where I stand.
This will be in English cause I don't have the full Swedish alfabet. So I feel a tad better than yesterday but I still hate my life. Still just wish I could be someplace and somewhere else. Is it to terrible? If anybody feels like running away and don't look back for a while, just let me know I'm up to it. Stupid Spain will probobly make me loose my job this summer so in the middle of June I'm sure I can dash again...=P So fucking pissed at life, is that wrong?
Yesterday I looked out our window and I feelt like jumping... I won't jump but the feeling is nagging me. I just feel like there is no point anymore. My beautiful illusion is gone and the only thing left of life is me. I don't wont it to be just me... I wanna have somebody and be something... Sick of who I am and what I do...
Sorry this isn't more cheerful than the last one... but bare with me guys.. I will see sun again but unfortnantelly it wont be yet..=( I'm starring right at the sun though and soon I hope to be able to smile, not just a fake smile but a real one...
If you read this sweetheart, please write me. I'm getting worried something bad happend to you...
Live Life, bad days too!
This will be in English cause I don't have the full Swedish alfabet. So I feel a tad better than yesterday but I still hate my life. Still just wish I could be someplace and somewhere else. Is it to terrible? If anybody feels like running away and don't look back for a while, just let me know I'm up to it. Stupid Spain will probobly make me loose my job this summer so in the middle of June I'm sure I can dash again...=P So fucking pissed at life, is that wrong?
Yesterday I looked out our window and I feelt like jumping... I won't jump but the feeling is nagging me. I just feel like there is no point anymore. My beautiful illusion is gone and the only thing left of life is me. I don't wont it to be just me... I wanna have somebody and be something... Sick of who I am and what I do...
Sorry this isn't more cheerful than the last one... but bare with me guys.. I will see sun again but unfortnantelly it wont be yet..=( I'm starring right at the sun though and soon I hope to be able to smile, not just a fake smile but a real one...
If you read this sweetheart, please write me. I'm getting worried something bad happend to you...
Live Life, bad days too!
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