Perfect in the skin I´m in....
I feel good in myself today, I believe in myself today, and I can't stop living for today!
Unfortunately I'm sick; so my nose drips, my eyes are watery, but the spirit is up!
I was talking to my friend yesterday and he told me I'm good enough as I am. I told him;
•- But I'm fat now!
•- Says who?
•- Well me, and all the people with eyes.
•- Moa, you are an amazing person. You just have to believe in yourself.
•- It's hard!
•- I know. I wish I could help you more, but this is a problem you need to fix yourself.
•- Oh, man you suck...=P
•- Haha... I still love you Moa...
•- I know, I love you too my friend...
He gave me a little hope and questioned me about things I haven't really thought about. He asked me if anybody pointed out that I was "fat"? That I wasn't good enough? That I wasn't worthy life? Etc...
I started thinking and realized NO, nobody has said anything. Nobody has even said a negative thing about me in Spain. Sure people have thought it, but nobody pointed it out. All of this thinking leads me to think that I'm actually good enough... I'm actually perfect in the skin I'm in... I guess the eating disorder I might be suffering from is the felon in this drama. It makes me feel like I should hide, like I should die, like I'm not worthy love... But the disorder can bite me, Now I'm ready for a new day in a new sunlight... It wont be easy fighting out of this BUT I will make it....
I am perfect in the skin I'm in.... Just perfect in the skin I´m in....
